給普拉斯

徐堰鈴爆炸了

那要燃燒多少個小宇宙才有那樣的能量出現

還一天演兩場

讓人很想罵髒話

acting is certainly a dangerous craft, very.

身為一個觀眾看完都已經覺得很癱了。

lady lazarus. 你來了嗎? 妳走了嗎? 你可以一次又一次的從死裡復活嗎?

it's all acted. i was in a perfect hallucination.

陳綺貞的曲，夏宇的字。

失眠的一夜

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The day after

Remember this feeling, remember the intensity you’re suffering, well, experiencing might be a better word. So I really couldn’t sleep the night after.

And the next morning, when I woke up on the verge of dizziness, I couldn’t tell the differences from dream and reality. And that excites me.

Then I can detect the tinniest traces on earth, and inside me. The pain extended from the spine to the fingertip, and the burning feeling when my toe touched the ground.

And the sounds were amplified, and smells intensified. It’s almost like I’m living on a different planet. The smell of rain drops, of the fresh vegetables on the stall; the sound of engine turning, and at the moment I realize…

If I keep on being so sensitive on a daily bases, I’ll either become a great artist, or become insane.

Then again, maybe it’s not an option.