the chitchat tonight reminds me of these verses

it's my all time favorite musical.
From Rent: La vie boheme, part B, they rapped about different forms of expressions：

"To Dance

No Way To Make A Living, masochisms, Pain, Perfection,
Muscle Spasm, Chiropractors, Short- Careers, Eating Disorders

Film

Adventure, Tedium, No Family, Boring Locations,
Dark Rooms, Perfect Faces, Egos, Money, Hollywood And Sleaze

Music

Food Of Love, Emotion, Mathematics, Isolation,
Rhythm, power, feeling, Harmony, And Heavy Competition

Anarchy

Revolution, Justice, Screaming For Solutions,
Forcing Changes, Risk, And Danger
Making Noise And Making Pleas"

human-beings always thrive to make one's voice to be heard.
and during the process lots of ideas are compromised, tampered, even distorted.

then why are we still doing it? if the end products aren't exactly what we had in mind?
maybe it's just because we thought in the end we might reach the state of perfection approximately.

just approximately. that is good enough.
what's the motivation?
you have to always go back to the motivation.
the origin that generates all the actions.

life is so hard.