sherlock s3 so far

就已經很不想去想長大這件事情，Sherlock還一直不斷的提醒我
-because that's what grown ups do.
-why?
-i don't know, go ask one.

peter pan, or the game of red beard, or playing games,
it's all still part of his life, tho something/somebody keeps reminding him that
growing up is an inevitable thing.
he did get matured, even if just a wee bit,
still he's struggling with the phase.

maybe that's what it's like to be a mal-functional sociopath.

also, being so emotionally invested in these fictional characters sometimes is a little bit dangerous.

being so obsessively attracted to these fictional characters can also be a sign of self-projection. in the meta cognition process, you realise that you need to deal with the inevitable phase as well.