Writing my blog

Not really a good sign, in the sense that I need to get something out through writing. Normally it means  that something has hit the rock bottom.  On the other hand, it can mean that I can finally do something true to myself, which might be beneficial to my mental status, so.

The thing is, the stereotype of elementary school teachers. I know I sort of defy the stereotype, however, what does that really mean?  Do I have a wrong choice of work? Do I not fitting in?  It's al,oat like, well, an imitation game. I try to imitate the way that people do in this business, and splitting in two.  Joe told me today, get out of the system, you are not okay there.   It consumes me in a way that I wasn't even detecting.   And before I knew it, I am already a cyberman.

In the end , if I don't get a way out, I might just become a two faced bitch.