針，和鴉片

罌粟花很美，很迷人。
鴉片據說吸食後產生幻象。

幻象，illusions, dillusional.
一線之隔。

Induced by certain substances, the illusions.
Change, of chemical components in the brain, controlling the behaviours of our body.
 or make it lose control.

Paradoxical, this human life.

But non of the above are things I really want to say, well, perhaps only the paradoxical part, but I've said it too many times.

I shed tears during the hotel scene, and realised something.

And that's what this play is all about , to me.
And I dare not to feel again.
Shut the door, so that my feelings wouldn't hurt other people or myself.