when i dont take long walk, i take long drives.
it exhausted me, in a way, yet the monotone tedious mechanical movements calm me.
or I guess it empyies the mind. even the chat and talks of the passengers in the car are blurred.
fucking car zen, this is.
a 500 KM car zen.
the trip, oh yes the trip.
i enjoyed some silly moemnts and silly trashy talks among friends,
yet i need moments of being alone. I appreciate my friends that I am allowed ths kind of space most of the time.
覺得自己有時候也是個難搞之人，但若是沒有獨處的空間，真的很容易疲倦，或煩躁不耐。
矛盾啊
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