insomnia

a rare night of insomnia.
I know exactly what the cause is.
very unwell physically. which affect the psychological well being. nevertheless, i’m feeling neither sadness nor excitement, just endless emptiness.
immensely.

at this very point, it feels like up to now, everything i have ever done was merely pointless.
why the hell am i still here wasting. the resource of this dying planet, I know not.

空洞，這一切毫無意義。