不好

一點都不好
喔...

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it' actually a cycle
you feel that all the cavities in your body were stuffed with aching feeling,
then you have to force out the tears so that the body won't get overload.
then you feel the hollowness after you cried. peace inside, etc.

then maybe 30 minutes later it'll just come back all over again
then it'll become an hour later, then 3 hours, then maybe half a day, and two weeks, 10 years.

and it's healed