note on creation no.3

part 1. the dawn
the transition from black to white.
surely some sort of changes have been taken place during the past decade.
still not that easy to pin down the exact feeling, hopefully it's on the right track.
anyway, ive got nothing to lose, so the pressure 's sort of...off.
then again, maybe i need the pressure to keep me going on.
so complicated, the human nature.
yet so simple.
living in this paradoxical world is a very interesting thing, just remember that.

part.2 the street
shooting film in ximenting with morning and angela. the heat and the crowd has push me to a certain limit. it should've been awesome if i could scream on the mid of the street. but of course i didn't.
i like the two figures in white blouse in the crowd. their figures sort of calming me down.
it's nice to have a bit progress day by day. so that i won't be so paranoid.
then again, i 'm never really the paranoid type. ha.